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Friday, March 12, 2010

Sometimes a Word....

I have really been avoiding posting on this site. Mainly because I have been deluding myself into believing if I post only the positive, things will improve greatly in life. I've been doing a great job at fooling myself.

Every morning the day arrives on a fresh page and I get up in glorious anticipation  of something good happening and yet it ends on the same giant note of failure. Nothing good happens.

I haven't been able to figure out how to get over. I'm no longer the ruler of my life. Can't go out to get a different job because the car has died, the house I live in is beautiful and I am grateful to be here, but its not mine. I do miss having my own, but I'm sure God knows what He is doing. I just wish I knew what He wanted me to do.

I just have to remember, there's gold in them hills. Mountains can be chipped away until they're the size of pebbles and can be kicked away. Sometimes a word in a song very encouraging.


Over the years my mountains have been ENORMOUS. Thank God for the chisel.
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